why is it now? why is it only now? why is it that only till the end of these two looong years that we really showed our class spirit&really really get close to one another? seeing people from different different groups&gangs playing together, laughing together is really hard in 2respect, but we did it, we did it, today. its really sad cause we're gonna change class after like, next week? you guys are making me wanna be a part of 2rp, making me not wanna be apart of it. today is the happiest day of all the toher days. i kinda cried@history debrief, cause i really dont wanna be in the same class as the bitches. but whats really made me cry is the thought of leaving all my friendds, all my good friend, close friends. yalarhx, yalarhs. emo-ness. yuanliang is right, whats with my super sad face when i've gotten such a high pass? *he didnt say super sad, he said something else* but changing class, i rather get super low, cant we just hand in a blank paper&get back to the same class? okay i'm kidding, like who the hell will do it?
i really really cant depend on myself, you guys gave me the support. dewi, pascalle, everyone of you. &with the idea of changing class, without you guys, i dont know, i just feel damn empty inside. its like, yeah, its happeneing again, like last year, going into a new environment without anyone you know, without any friend, leaving all your friends, bestfriends. i dont think i can take it again. i really really enjoy playing poker, playing cards, heart attack, truth or dare, everything. i love you guys, i love all my friends. i love tworespect. i cant bear to leave you guys. i just cant do it. why didnt we treasure last year better? why must we change class? dewipascalle, yuanliang, bjorn, yingjie,tanjin, bertram, hennes, zhiheng, detian, boyen, oscar, kendall, max, shiwee, cindy, yijie, i'm like naming out those who played with us thoday, those who are peace with us, whom i'll miss being in the same class with, really, i'll miss all of you guys, all those mentioned, some whom i didnt mention, too.
i only cry when its raining. but now, it always seems to be raining.
&i'm smoothly&happily-in progress of hating him. i may sound harsh, but theres no such thing as- no feeling in my dictionary. its either love or hate. its time i hate real hard, for real.
